breaking out..............

Her sky was overcast again....she was, yet again, engulfed in a shroud of impenetrable darkness......

 

It was all growing darker by the moment and she didn't know what to do...things had really got too far...really turned themselves into the ferocious monster she had always dreaded...she didn't know why.... but looking back, she realised that she had seen it coming and like every other time, closed her eyes to it....that is how she had always been, closing her eyes to everythhing she feared...thinking that her world was perfect...."ideal"...even though she proclaimed to go by th saying tht ideality never exists....."IDEAL".....

 

"NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" the sound of glass shattering.....shatterring to a million pieces just like her heart had...a few minutes ago....... and there she lay....in a scramble of her things...things she had once owned but seemed alien to her now.....everything seemed alien to her now.....she didnt know wat to do, where to go.....rather....who to turn to.....

 

Having defied all that was expected of her, she had blindly invested her faith somewhere she thought it would be cherished, loved......."RESPECTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

 

"ALL I WANTED WAS TO BE RESPECTED FOR MY FEELINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" another glass shattered....with that....her dreams...her plans.....she had nothing to fear now....nothing to look forward to.....all that time waiting........"ITS ALL BEEN A WASTE!!!!!!!!!!!"

all tht tym "WAITING...................."

 

"I HATE THIS!!!!!!!!!" uncharistically loud screams escaping her otherwise sophesticated tongue.........................she went on flinging about all the things around her tht reminded her of the past....of the great betrayal.....of all those moments she had trusted!!!!!!!! trusted to be worth th while....to be true.....but she couldn't help it now......it was all over....at least that was how she would like it to be.....